Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Loong gaap!!

Its been over a month that I've posted in the blog. All these days was really sick. They call it mornin sickness but trust me its a all-day-long sickness. Ohh these couple of weeks were the most I've ever suffered so much. Was totally bedridden. Could not even walk upto the bathroom. I guess I was totally on bed for almost 3 weeks. Then got admitted again and this time the medicines worked.Finally!! and now I can walk without having to have that spinning feeeling all day long and no more throwing ups. Thank God for that.
Sometimes some things seem a little superstitious but actually they work. Mummy gave me "salividi"(an andhra special sweet) and a blouse peice, etc as a formality which has to be done in the third month of pregnancy and beleive me I've been feeling much better from that day onwards. She told me that its supposed bring peace(telugu lo chalava chestadi ani) during pregnancy. She also made pala-talukalu(again an andhra special sweet), which is also supposed to be eaten must and should during the third month of pregnancy.
I really have to say I was very lucky to have mummy and Varun by me during this journey. It was like a support pillar. Also I learnt so much from mummy about pregnancy.
My kid totally has to be greatful to mummy. She has done so much for me and the kid that maybe I myself am not doing for the baby. Everyday mornin by 8 she would make breakfast and make me eat. By 10 she would make me eat a fruit, by 12 she made lunch for me, again by 3 she gave me Ragi java or pomogranate or any other fruit, by 6 she would make snacks for me and by 8 she would make me have my dinner. All this time I did not even move from the bed. She has done so much for me and this baby, I dont know how am going to repay her.
I really wish my kid remembers all this and loves her and takes care of her.
Also I have to talk about Varun. He was so supportive. I remember the day when I was feeling dizzy he held me in his arms and took me to hospital. At the hospital I threw up totally on my face and Varun and Rajesh held the bowl while I was still throwing up and they cleaned my entire face. Rajesh even went to the extent of cleanin the floor where I had thrown up.
I really do not know what good deeds I've done in which life that I am being blessed with such loving people around me.